The internet directed me to a book called by Mark Manson. I was being lead by a need to please others - while neglecting myself.
Models showed me how to be me around women, and how to take the leap I had feared for so long.
The house is now on the market - as we are as individuals.
We had both been preparing to move on for over a year at this point.
If that were the case, he could choose one of the two engagement rings given to the Queen mother by King George VI.
One of these was a large sapphire set in Welsh gold, which she later repurposed with a pearl surrounded by diamonds.
Some royal watchers have suggested Harry might choose one of the emeralds from this particular necklace to get set into a custom-made ring, surrounded by diamonds.Diana's engagement ring — consisting of 14 solitaire diamonds and a 12-carat oval blue Ceylon sapphire set in 18-carat gold — was originally given to Harry.But the brothers reportedly had a pact that whoever married first would get the engagement ring.This significant time in our world also saw a significant change in my life.I had met a woman who was eight years my senior who exposed me to a life beyond my expectations. She was wild, a bit crazy, and told it like it was.